When Dead

When the time had calledTrue friends just charityWhen the time has stoppedTrue friends stay with quietThere is a continued stalking, following the footsteps of motion all the time, waiting for an anticipated meeting. He's always watching me all the time. If I was in front, so he certainly was behind me. If I was on the right side, then he is on my left side. If I'm on top, he must be on the bottom. Who is it?He was the "death", "death" many things that cross my mind as I call it. All would be dead, all bound to experience dying, and all that life would not be going to see him kusanggah. When near death in human life is a moment earlier I definitely went through too.For the sake of Allah, he would come to me. For the sake of Allah, he will definitely menegukku. Just as the kings of the majestic palace that, as a leader - the leader of the nation in the past. Like the rich people who every day look "happy" (if they die, masihkah "happy"?), Or they are indigent who every day struggle in pain, or poor people who continue to lament its shortcomings, or the slave that no sekejappun people look at him. They all have felt the death. They all have met with death.When you die, if a man dies, then there was no more to be proud. A clever though, his ingenuity could not get him out of the death. When you die, all the strategies scientists and geniuses figure it must be broken. When you die, all the power of the people in power will perish. When you die, towering buildings, magnificent palaces world, or sturdy skyscrapers would collapse instantly. Deaths also have ruined that rich people.One time I asked myself, if dead, what if I die? Ah ... this time I did not know when he would come visit, because he never made an appointment before me. However, what if he unexpectedly was suddenly coming to me? Menegukku, me dying? How?When you die, if I die, that means I must be willing to be left alone. Mothers, fathers, brothers and sisters, they are all gone. Close companions have been the place outpouring of the heart, neighbors who like to deliver food to me, they just pass and go left. Moreover, the results of my labor to earn a livelihood day by day sekepingpun can not help me anymore. What happened? At that time I would be alone, shrouded in darkness deserted, eerie, dead.When you die, that is in my image is a very important event for the living. I do not know how it feels when later it was as though there was a more solid mountain towering above the chest, holding me back, eliminating the chance to breathe the world, maybe if you can, and even then as if I was breathing in a pinhole. Breathing in a pinhole? What kind of struggle? Or is like I was beaten with a tree branch full of thorns again sharply, then the thorns stuck in all my veins. So, then the limb is withdrawn, so that every vein in my body also interested, leaving pain and excruciating pain. By Allah, if the later is more sore than I just imagined?When you die, if I die, then there will be something to show his face to me. He is Izroil, the Angel of Death that will come down from corners of the sky to me. However, if he'll show apparently with a face full of friendliness and warmth or vice versa? Could be he'll come up with a ferocious face without mercy. What about later? When my chest tighten, my breath gasping, to the throat, difficult to move my body stiff. That's when he was doing his duties, separating spirit and jasadku. Completed the final episode of the journey of my life in this world. It was bound to happen, then, when I die.Then, when dead, when I die, people will be laid me down, wash me, menyolatiku, mengafani my body rigid, and menimbunkanku menggotongku in a cramped, dark, silent and deserted. Seconds as I laid in a grave that will be the start of the next phase of my new heading after death, namely wading grave. There is no morning, noon or night, for all the same if it had been entered into, the pent berkalang ground. Oh .. Is there a place more distant from that place? Is there? Is there a quieter place? Is there? Gelapkah, certainly no darkness darker place. All the delights I've ever felt when I was alive, could be turned into a bitter taste great?Who would care if I was seized with fear? Who? Is there a dark ... dark ... light ... is there? Who will give me light to illuminate the darkness in there? Who? Tiadakah I have something meaningful? Is amalku, amalku a little left over will be able to help me, to accompany the loneliness in there?When you die, if I die, oh ... I'm really not an 'alim who definitely tears melted to imagine the first night in the grave, nor an expert who complained of pain snared wisdom of death, or a poet who translated the verse cries of death penggugah compassion. I'm only human, too ordinary to remember death. I'm still immersed in the messy real world of mortal flesh. Too little time for me to remember, whether it's time or a little world that makes me a bit to remember?Die, if die, when I die, now I'm not dead yet. But I should not be afraid of death. Because, each of which will definitely feel the spirit die. Should I have to remember every day, to improve itself, maintaining my time, the age of my life now and doing a good preparation for her arrival. Ah ... he's never made a promise to me before. However, maybe he will come at times when I was not expecting at all.He's still watching ...Continue stalking me ......Keep an eye movement gerikku ......Waiting ......For a specified time ........."O Allah, the Most Deadly, fix my religion which is the guardian of my business, fix my world which is where my life, fix akhiratku which is where my return. And make my life as a favor to me and made an addition to "death" as my rest from all evil."Allohumma a'inni 'ala sakarootil mauuut .....Allohumma hawwin 'alayya sakarootil mauuut .....Laa ilaha illalloh lilmauti inna la sakarooti ..... "
 "O Allah, help me to breathe his faceYa Allah, breathe his mudahkanlah me.There is no god worthy of worship but AllahThe death has now - when dying "
 * Taken from the song lyric "When Time Ends Wherever", Opicka2n - 2005 Why Do I Want to Pray?I do not speak Arabic, I am ashamed to lead prayers after prayers with my wife, especially in front of other worshipers.
Has this experience happen to us? Insha Allah not. But suppose once, do not worry. Indeed God understands all languages. Do not be ashamed to pray in Indonesian or regional languages. If you memorized prayers in Arabic, I say thank God! But if you are more comfortable praying with a language other than Arabic, I also say thank God! The important thing is we still want to pray. This last sentence begs the question, why the hell should we pray?
The Lord our God is the only one. Allah was in the Quran says that Allah is the Lord who depend on Him everything (Sura 112:2). In Surat al-Fatihah we too cry out, Iyyaka Nabudu wa Iyyaka Nastain (Only to you is we worship, and to thine aid we ask). Therefore, if there are people who claim that God is God and he did not want to pray then fitting that we call the arrogant person. Is not God hath said, Pray to Me, surely you will Kuperkenankan (Qur'an 40:60).
Is it true that every prayer will be heard by God? Perhaps there are those among us who have been praying something but we did not feel the result of that prayer. First, it should be realized that we are servants that have no right to force God. We are in need of God, not vice versa.
Second, God knows better what is best for us. Perhaps, a prayer we ask God if it is granted by the edges can cause difficulties in our lives or maybe God has other provisions that we do not know. For example, Noah prayed that his son was saved from the devastating floods, the Lord did not grant it and even rebuked Noah so Noah prayed: O my Lord, verily I seek refuge with You from asking something I do not know (virtually) and if only you did not give pardon me, and (do not) have mercy on me, surely I will include those who lose. (Qur'an 11: 47) Allah knows best, then our prayers are not granted sometimes not but postponed due date, or even replaced with something better. Wa Allahu Alam.
Third, how far our efforts to request and pleading to God. Prophet Zakariya alone has dozens of years of praying, but God has not granted. But unlike us who tend to be impatient, Prophet Zakariya said, My Lord, indeed my bones have weakened, and my head was covered with gray hair, and I have never been disappointed in prayer to Thee, O Lord. (Qur'an 19:4)
That's the attitude we should: never disappointed in prayer. In a history that I mentioned is how my servants only conjecture ... That is, if we are to pray not-yet been assumed that this prayer will not be granted, so yeah it would. God willing, we always kind thought and never disappointed in prayer.
In prayer we are asked to hope against hope (Qur'an 21:90). That is, we hope that our prayers will be answered, but on the other hand we are also worried that this prayer was not granted. Combined feeling that is the ethics in prayer. We are not too sure it would be granted, but not in despair. Ethics are we told to pray to humble themselves and with a soft voice (Sura 7:55). If we live this ethic pray God willing hearts will be thrilled and often unknowingly tears hanging pelopak eyes.
In short, both in good health pray-pain, love, grief, rich-poor, up-down-lying, morning-noon-night .......